This is my first time at blogging. A friend suggested that I do this since I just lost my husband and this winter I will no work as many days and needed something to fill my days. I am 61 years old, the mother of 3 children, 2 girls and a boy, and the grandmother of 4 grandsons. I thought my life was perfect. My husband had retired and was working part time so he would be home aroune 12:30 each day. I did not work every day so we had time to do things together. We would always go for little rides or anything as long as we were together most of the time. Then my life changed in the blink of an eye on May 18, 2009 when my husband collapsed in the bathroom getting ready to go to work. I heard this loud crash and there he laid in the floor, helpless which I had never seen him that way before. I called the ambulance and he went to our local hospital where he had a cat-scan which was not good and immediately transferred him to a trauma hospital in the next town 20 miles away. He had an aneurysm. He had 8 hour of brain surgery that day but got worse as the week went on. Six days later on May 24 my beloved husband of 41 years went to be with the Lord. I know that is where he is because he was a good Christian who loved the Lord and worked for him. This is all I will write at this time but will continue later.